Learn and never stop…

Right, now if you’re a woman, (men exit now), and you’re like me and there is maybe one thing you spend your money on and for me that is nails, then you know that going to someone to get them done …

Its a sad day

It’s a sad, sad day for me. As I write this post. No no one has died, no earth quake has shattered the continent of Africa, no storm, no tsunami, nothing in particular everything is actually quite normal as it always is. But I have found myself faced with a terrible inconceivable dilemma! I must now go forth in my life without one crucial thing, one great part of my life. And this has made me  undoubtedly grieve, for what I have to let go of I love very much. I have loved this for as long as I have known it. It has heard me laugh and cry, it has been there for me when no other was. And I am at a loss with my words, I cannot describe the pain I feel about this subject.

I have been eased and calmed by it. I have wondered and found many parts of it. And I find myself not knowing how I am going to move on from here. How do I carry on, how does my life continue – [very very very dramatic] – Que sympathy please!
So what is it you may ask me? Why am I so forlorn? What is making me so very deeply madly sad? And I will tell you, but please I ask you spare your tears  for mine are already pouring as rain. I must give coffee up. Yes! Oh I cannot believe it. It’s utter madness! And the only reason being… it’s not good for me really.

But how can I give up a friend like that? How can I say goodbye to such a long relationship that has spanned years (literally) LOL
How must I take another step forward, what will I now brew? What will become of my coffee cups, there not called “Coffee Cups” for nothing you know…Coffee has been a long-standing friend, kind of like the family really. And for me to end this relationship brings me to my knees. Who will wake me up in the mornings? What will I say I am doing when I go out with a friend, “I’m going for tea“, “I am out for a cup of Jasmine?” “See you there, and we will have Rooibos?” What will I now substitute the sentences with? “Earl Grey at 10?” Now this does not sound right to me? Does it sound right to you?

Well, I guess, I will have no other choice I must “go on” in the dramatic-al sense. But what do I fill that gap with? How will I decide, I hate decisions and change….I just don’t know…. have no clue….
Coffee-less and at a loss, for my cup does not runith over anymore. That is what I am.

Have cup for me will you!
LMW