I can tell you that the world is full of waves that you ride, that lead you to a wondrous place. I can tell you this is how easy life is. I can tell you all the great things that come from living, I can tell you unicorns exist. But eventually you will realize I am lying. You will eventually realize that everything I have told you has been fake and that things are harder than what they seem. Choices are the most difficult. I can tell you which path to choose but then you wouldn’t learn anything. I can tell you everything that I have learnt.
You will tell me when you see me, that you expected to much and loved to much. You will tell me that you watched sadness and watched your heart break. You will tell me that it was hard to smile and life was not easy. That miracles are few and far. And nothing really makes sense in life, that everything I told you about never came true. And it wont. Nothing that I tell you will ever change your life. Nothing I do will ever change the outcomes that you encounter.
I can stand on a mountain and show you freedom. I can scream out loud and show you relief but this wont help you. Because ultimately you must follow your own path and learn your lessons. You must march and dance. You must cry and sing. You will experience things I cannot show you. Feelings I cannot describe. You will learn that all things are fair except when someone else chooses to screw it up. And I can warn you, tell you, advise you on what to do and how to do it. But when you are standing there in the mist of your fairy tale, you will decide if its real or if its fake. You will learn the difference between your heart and your head, and that following true north is hard.
This I can show you, I can guide you like a bird, I can help you feel your way through things, but I cannot. I cannot help you…
You must walk and learn to cut down and let in and live. I can tell you all of this but I wont. Because the world is a place where many strange things happen. Life becomes unreal and then turns into a fantasy. Then becomes a nightmare and calms down like the sea at night. It will engulf you, spin you around and you’ll land upside down but the only thing I can tell you is that you will be okay. You are blessed with a heart as pure as gold, as lovely as the prettiest girl in the world and that will save you. You are unlike anything I have ever seen. You are you. You are exactly the way you were intended to be. Just the way perfect should be. Nothing more nothing less. You have just enough on your shoulders, no more no less. And you will be okay…